Life is totally unfair, but if you’ve stumbled here, I’m sure you already know that. I’m Maran and I’m a 38 year old widow. My life was shattered on October 17, 2020 when my husband of 9 years killed himself. It came out of nowhere. I was left in shock with two little boys (4 and 7), lots of questions and pain. Eddie was a successful business owner, veteran, Fireman and all around happy, fearless and amazing guy. No one saw this one coming.

So let’s get real… who actually thinks this stuff happens?! I didn’t. Never in a million years would I have thought this would be my life. I didn’t ask for this! We planned a life together and it was ripped away without warning. Not only does that all suck, but navigating through the first week with visitors, tons of food that you don’t eat, planning the services and answering questions you never thought you’d be asked so young, was all awful.